Love ?
I’ve got mixed feelings for someone lately; I don’t know what it really is. I barely know her, and I’m not the type of person who would start something of without knowing the other person, but then again, I’m very curious to know this person more. I keep trying to blow off that misty cloud around her, but she makes it so hard for me. I don’t know if its love, I don’t think it is. But it’s something strange; I’ve never felt this way before, the desire to know someone so deeply, all the deep dark and dirty secrets, what’s happening around her. I’m just very curious. But why? Why her? I sit and think about this so often, I’ve been out of touch with people for so long, why this sudden urge to be with someone when in reality, I’ve only got busier. I don’t have the time to actually do things a woman will expect, I will not even be sure if I will be available two hours hence, let alone plan two months ahead. It’s pretty weird, but it’s true. All I want is to get to know her better, either a better friend, or a perfect partner. But am I being honest with myself?Is this love I feel?
Can it be true or just a dream?
Why make me feel so supreme?
Isn’t this just so surreal?
Will with me she be hand in glove?
Will my offer make her gleam?
Or just stare in disgust and scream?
Is this truly love?
No! I tell myself
Its couldn’t possibly be true
There’s no one that possibly likes me for me
It would be like she was punishing herself
And the true feelings then subdue
Even I can bear me only to a certain degree.
There is no remedy for love but to love more.
posted by Yasser Rahman at Tuesday, March 14, 2006
17 Comments:
Yasser,
Most of the time, a relationship begins with those kinds of feelings. If you weren't intrigued and interested in someone, the relationship would never progress beyond being acquaintances. At this point, you make the decision to try to get better acquainted, or to leave it alone and let the opportunity pass.
Not to try to influence you either way, but if you let this moment pass, you may always wonder what might have been. It's been my experience, I seem to regret more the things I didn't do, rather than what I did.
Only you can make the decision as to what is right for you, at this time, or any other time. Not much help, I know, but that is life, friend, and the choices don't get any easier from here on, either.
Keep us posted.
Go for it...what the fuck. If she's not the one or if u're too busy to catch urself blushing & relaize it's a mistake or actually end by finding the one...who knows man, Yasser...go for it. Call her, message her..bump into her..casually & all, but make sure u make her feel special. All girls love that.
Yeah Yasser, listen to Momma Diane!
I'm not trying to sound like the defeatist here but, in the lexicon of urban terminology, I have to "keep it real"...
Being a person who has had his heart smashed badly, I urge you not to act impulsively. Don't try to weave your way into a relationship just because it might "feel good".
When it comes to the idea of dating, relationships, and love, I've never believed in TRUE equality. I've never believed that people feel the EXACT SAME WAY about one another. Sure, both parties may have feelings for each other, but I don't think it's to the same extent.
Some people are willing to accept the unequal levels of love and affection. Those are the guys who actually get in relationships. Others, however, don't; which usually results in somebody being broken-hearted.
I feel like my attempts at optimism need considerable work...
mixed feelings..I think you'll get to know with time whether it is love or not.. if the feeling continues, if it is strong.. well then :)
y do u think it can't be? dont' run away from it.. and don't jump onto conclusions too.. just go with the flow!
ur heart won't wait for u to stop being busy to fall in love will it ? :)
and even if it turns out not to eb love.. well ull still hv a better friend around!
You know what being inlove is a wonderful thing. But in your situation, before you tell that girl about your feelings make sure you can give her enough time or else you will certainly lost her. And it surely will bring you heartache. So, think twice! And if you prove that you really love that girl don't let her go away.HAve a nice day!=)
Yasser's in love...Yasser's in love......I say go for it, Yasser, that is the only way to find out!
Ask her out for a coffee, or a movie....time's a wasting!
Oh yeah, and by the way, I have that effect on all the guys! ;)
"my love is brilliant..my love is pure..but i wont loose sleep on that..cuz i hve got a plan....you're beautiful..its true i saw your face in a crowded place..and i dont know wht to do..cuz i'll never be with view....i dont think i'll see her again but we shared a moment that will last till the end"
for some reason that james blunt song popped into my head when i read your post...
i dont mean to say you wont ever be with her... but sometimes its so good enough to just have a single moment... i think you should ask her to read your post...any girl would feel special...annnnd since you also wrote even being a friend is enough..it makes it even more ok...cuz then she knows both ways you'd accept it...and you neednt kill yourself in thinking and thinking and thinking..and making yourself nuts..occupational hazard for ppl in love..;)
i dont mean to
fuck my james blunt got screwed....blame it on the late night..i got the lyrics all messed up sheeeeeesh....*sheepish grin*
anyways i dont need to tell YOU the words... you know what i was trying to say..the question is do you know what your trying to say??;)
shit i now put my fulll name sighh i am sleepy...!!
Wow, that was a touching post! If you have feelings for her, let her know subtly..a little hint there and a little hint there! She'll get the picture and if she wants to get to know you better you'll know to keep giving your little hints! I don't really know you, but you sound as if you would be a great guy to get to know, so she should feel honored that you even have her on the mind! Have a great one Yas!
i think you should get to know her a bit more...and then decide!
then you'll know if its just attraction or some strange connection!
Happens..but if you don't dig deeper u'll never know whats in store for u!
(ok dont take it literally :P )
jeez
which world do u live in!
u didn't even know its holi??
*throws a water balloon*
my accent..is different duno..i dont put one on though :P
am anti accents!
Love is a wonderful thing but if is based on emotion it will disappear like mist on a mirror...love when it is proven is always a choice, a decision!
In the words of June Carter Cash in - Love is a burning flame...bound by wild desire - I fell into a ring of fire! Johnny Cash made the song a classic and I should encourage you to watch the movie Walk The Line!
I thought of the perfect quote for you Yasser...
"Love is not love until it is given away."
Take it and run with it Yasser!
HAve a great one!
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